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trusthell2017-02-08 08:25 pm
quadruples) wrote in trusthell2017-02-08 08:25 pm
we'll make it happen, we'll turn it around
[ Well, that... certainly was a thing that happened. Viktor wishes he could unsee what he witnessed in the library, but it seems like it has etched into his memory forever. Thinking about it makes him sick to his stomach, and eventually he decides that he needs something to keep his mind off it, at least for a little while.
So around noon, a note goes up on the fridge: ]
If you need a distraction after what happened today, come to the dining room at 6 pm.
There will be food and we'll be playing truth or dare!
♥ Viktor Nikiforov ♥
[ There's also a cute doodle of himself underneath his signature. Later in the day, he writes copies of said note and slides them under everyone's doors. ]
[ Those who come to the dining room at will find that Viktor has made plenty of borscht, pancakes and open-faced sandwiches for them. He isn't the best chef ever, but it tastes pretty good and will fill you up! There's also juice, water, and a few bottles of alcohol for those who are old enough to drink; try to be responsible, okay.
And for the truth and dare, he's prepared shots of hot sauce as punishment for those who refuse a dare. ]
So around noon, a note goes up on the fridge: ]
There will be food and we'll be playing truth or dare!
♥ Viktor Nikiforov ♥
[ There's also a cute doodle of himself underneath his signature. Later in the day, he writes copies of said note and slides them under everyone's doors. ]
[ Those who come to the dining room at will find that Viktor has made plenty of borscht, pancakes and open-faced sandwiches for them. He isn't the best chef ever, but it tastes pretty good and will fill you up! There's also juice, water, and a few bottles of alcohol for those who are old enough to drink; try to be responsible, okay.
And for the truth and dare, he's prepared shots of hot sauce as punishment for those who refuse a dare. ]
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And so what makes you think any of you are owed anything?
[ She's not even saying his theory is correct. It is to some extent, albeit her self-awareness levels would put it more at hatred. ]
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Actually, forget my previous question, I have a better one: what's keeping you from letting yourself heal?
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Some things can't be forgiven. Shouldn't be forgiven. And you all can thank my kind husband for the fact I'm tolerating some human kid mouthing off to me.
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If not forgiving them helps, then don't forgive them. But something needs to change. I barely know you, and I can see how much you're hurting.
[He takes in a breath, and then:]
Right now I can't say what will help you. But if you'll let me, I'll try to find out.
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She adopts a more normal angry look, putting her hands on her hips. But all the same, she holds back from much more reaction than that through force of effort. ]
Everyone is hurting here, kid. We've been removed from our families and friends and lives for three weeks now, not to mention that five people are dead.
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[Just like how Hanyuu and Silver and Varric have helped him so much this week.]
You deserve that help just as much as everyone else.
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Do you think that Kimbley's done anything like that? [ She likes Kimbley okay even if they put on some distance, but he does not strike her as the do feelings type. ] Or that stonefaced Kira guy? Gnagrel? Or for that matter let's consider the opposite, that rat-bastard Tethras, blinded by his own sentimentality. [ And, if she was honest with herself, that could apply to Hanyuu too to some extent ] Someone's going to die because of that you're talking about. Probably by the time the Wordsmith's last deadline is up.
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[He's really banking on Kimbley, Kira, and Gangrel not being irredeemable monsters here. Plz to not be proving him wrong.]
And you're avoiding the point anyway. If you're having trouble with this on your own, will you accept someone else's help? If the fact that I'm human bothers you then I'll back off, so long as there's someone else you can talk to.
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Assuming nothing on his profile is taped over now, she taps on it a few times ]
You might be the on killed because of it, you know. It could even me tat Orihime girl you're defending.
[ She doubts it, but. ]
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I won't let Inoue-san die.
[He says that very firmly.
He hasn't followed Elda yet, but he is watching her closely.]
And if I need to be killed to save someone else, then so be it. I wasn't supposed to exist in the first place, so dying to save someone else wouldn't be so bad in comparison.
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[ She says this quietly. ]
not sure if this should get a CW or not
If a situation came up where she needed me to die, then I'd do it myself. That way she wouldn't get punished for it.
haha it probably should I guess
Elda did not expect that one, especially so clear. She turns around, startled, but her bewilderment manifests as anger, for want of a new way to focus it. She doesn't move from her spot a ways from him but- ]
What's wrong with you?!
Welp
What? It's the truth! It would be true for anyone here. I don't want anyone to get punished because of me.
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[ She just said that, but... ]
No human- no man -- no no one should be that devoid of ego!
definitely CW for suicide talk now
[He's kind of just. Blinking at that. He feels like he's missing something really important there, but he's not sure what.]
I mean, sure, I'd rather be alive. I'm not just going to go throwing my life away for nothing. But if the choice is 'kill myself' or 'let someone else kill me', then that choice is pretty clear to me.
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Looks at Elda.
Then looks down at his body.
Then he looks up at Elda again as he holds up his arms in a 'with what fucking muscles' gesture.]
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[ She's just.
Yelling at this point tbh. ]
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If I stab someone then I'm going to die anyway! Haven't you seen me at the trials? Or even today! I don't want to get eaten by that thing, Elda! Stuff like that has literally plagued my nightmares since I was a kid!
[...more of a kid than he is now.]
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[ Plagued his nightmares... ]
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[Also, stabbing someone and then trying to save them sounds too weird.]
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[ DUH? ]
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You'd rather die so I wouldn't?
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