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trusthell2017-02-08 08:25 pm
quadruples) wrote in trusthell2017-02-08 08:25 pm
we'll make it happen, we'll turn it around
[ Well, that... certainly was a thing that happened. Viktor wishes he could unsee what he witnessed in the library, but it seems like it has etched into his memory forever. Thinking about it makes him sick to his stomach, and eventually he decides that he needs something to keep his mind off it, at least for a little while.
So around noon, a note goes up on the fridge: ]
If you need a distraction after what happened today, come to the dining room at 6 pm.
There will be food and we'll be playing truth or dare!
♥ Viktor Nikiforov ♥
[ There's also a cute doodle of himself underneath his signature. Later in the day, he writes copies of said note and slides them under everyone's doors. ]
[ Those who come to the dining room at will find that Viktor has made plenty of borscht, pancakes and open-faced sandwiches for them. He isn't the best chef ever, but it tastes pretty good and will fill you up! There's also juice, water, and a few bottles of alcohol for those who are old enough to drink; try to be responsible, okay.
And for the truth and dare, he's prepared shots of hot sauce as punishment for those who refuse a dare. ]
So around noon, a note goes up on the fridge: ]
There will be food and we'll be playing truth or dare!
♥ Viktor Nikiforov ♥
[ There's also a cute doodle of himself underneath his signature. Later in the day, he writes copies of said note and slides them under everyone's doors. ]
[ Those who come to the dining room at will find that Viktor has made plenty of borscht, pancakes and open-faced sandwiches for them. He isn't the best chef ever, but it tastes pretty good and will fill you up! There's also juice, water, and a few bottles of alcohol for those who are old enough to drink; try to be responsible, okay.
And for the truth and dare, he's prepared shots of hot sauce as punishment for those who refuse a dare. ]
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... Gold'll move a little closer, hunching his shoulders and sticking his hands in his pockets.]
How, uh. How'd you figure it out? That you liked guys.
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[Because it sounds like it.]
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Gotcha. Okay.
[............]
Truth.
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I ain't scared of too much, I guess. Don't know the meaning of it.
[Clearly.]
But... guess this morning counts. I mean, before I came here, I was avoidin' the hell out of Silver, 'cause--
[He pauses, looking uncomfortable for a moment before he shakes his head.]
Because all I could think about was Silver endin' up like that himself. Not for the same reason, but... dead. Blood coverin' him and-- and nothing I could do to help. [Gold swallows, hands playing with something in his pocket.] He's gone a lot of the time, I know he can take care of himself, but he makes it real hard not to worry about him too.
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He sees how uncomfortable Gold looks, and he wonders if he should say something or keep his mouth shut, because the memory of his social ineptitude when he made Yuuri cry in that underground parking lot is still fresh in his mind. ]
Gold... [ He puts a hand on his shoulder. ]
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People, though. What can happen to them. Helplessness. That kind of stuff is scary, and this place is the worst to someone who's still very much a kid for all the bravado he puts out.]
How the hell am I gonna know if something happens to him? He doesn't call me, doesn't call Crys, he doesn't even call his sister unless it's business, so how the hell--
[Breathe, Gold, breathe. He blows out irritably, barely noticing the hand on his shoulder.]
I dunno. I hate not knowin' what's happenin' with him, but I'm terrified of wakin' up and findin' his dead body even more, you know?
[... This isn't something he's actually said to anyone yet, and he's not sure why this is the trigger for it, but. It sure was.]