[ He's not going to tell him not to cry, but he is going to try to wipe his tears away with his hand.]

I don't... [ The next words out of his mouth seem like a stupid idea, but if he's embracing this "don't hold anything back attitude" for the next few minutes of his life, he might as well.]

Christo, he wrote me a letter somehow. I don't know if I'll be able to do the same but- [ He shakes his head.] I'll find a way to send you one okay?